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Post by someNothing on Mar 4, 2021 21:48:58 GMT
We're used to comprehending and/or figuring things out with our minds. We're used to potentially losing things we've "learned/attained/earned/found/etc". When one is waking up or has had some taste of Being or a very distinct realization, it seems like a connection or some new understanding has been made, and we begin to play stories about it, what it means, etc.This conditioning will naturally give rise to a fear of sorts... in the mind. Notice that when such stories, conclusions, or fear arise, one can begin to go unconscious, getting pulled back into the limitations of the unconscious beliefs/patterns, however genuine they may seem to be. It's natural to do so, but you seem to prefer stabilizing in the Realization of What Is, has always been and always will be Here/Now.
It's likely to get messy, so be cool for now. Take time outs to just settle into Presence throughout the day. Keep it simple. Draw on wisdom within.
Peacely
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Post by Esponja on Mar 5, 2021 0:40:56 GMT
Yes in a way it’s fired up a million more questions, it’s a slippery little bugger. It feels like it needs to understand and know everything now from a new perspective but it’s just trying to take control back now back... Oh, yes. It has been the tool for thinking, problem solving, remembering, perceiving, etc, while also imagining, assuming, believing. Somewhere down the line, it dreamt itself as an entity, giving birth to one of the core illusions around which all was referenced as good/bad, important/discardable, holy/evil, etc. It gets muddled when sorting through it, and certain well-rutted patterns have been fired and wired for decades, so it's easy to get confused at times for a while. You might even treat it as one of your clients for a while, maybe, to get some perspective on it. Not sure what all you do in that regard. It’s just such an odd place to be because your mind informs you of everything. Mainly the how you feel part. |
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Post by muttley on Mar 5, 2021 3:32:39 GMT
how many of ya' are up in there, anyways??  Quite a few 😂😂 |
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Post by muttley on Mar 5, 2021 3:34:43 GMT
Yes.  I'm very happy with the color scheme and others I've asked think it's fine. Oh okay. You deliberately removed the control there, I don't know that! Enigma , Laffy what do you think of this colour settings ? Especially the grey area ? White is obviously fine. Did you know that the mauve background is almost an exact match for the emacs default background (with black letters)? ... so's, I'm kinda' used to it ... |
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Post by Gopal on Mar 5, 2021 3:34:56 GMT
You can't act like a monkey once after you have clearly seen yourself to be a human. It's certainly within the realm of infinite potential! Just ask my wife! That's different case, there you are having the power to choose to play or not, but here in reality, you have to play this game and you would be having no choice over it. |
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Post by muttley on Mar 5, 2021 3:35:25 GMT
Yes, I recalled last time how shortly after I gave you admin access, you just went ahead and took the initiative to change the colors without consulting me.  Oh but you and Enigma appreciated me for the colour and settings. So you have some bad feeling inside and shown the good appearance outside ? You are more dangerous than Reefs, it seems |
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Post by Gopal on Mar 5, 2021 3:36:04 GMT
Oh okay. You deliberately removed the control there, I don't know that! Enigma , Laffy what do you think of this colour settings ? Especially the grey area ? White is obviously fine. Did you know that the mauve background is almost an exact match for the emacs default background (with black letters)? ... so's, I'm kinda' used to it ... Oh okay! |
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Post by Gopal on Mar 5, 2021 3:50:17 GMT
Oh but you and Enigma appreciated me for the colour and settings. So you have some bad feeling inside and shown the good appearance outside ? You are more dangerous than Reefs, it seems It looks like that, eh? When I changed the forum settings, She told me to play around it, she encouraged me at that time, she did not even show up a little sadness, infact I sent the personal message by asking whether she bothers the setting changes since I made it without the consent of her, she replied me that it's absolutely not a problem and asked me to explore more. Now she is telling me that I have done that without her consent so it bothered her and due to that, she has removed certain power. You know exactly what happened is I have created a forum and when she came there, rowan talked so differently and because of that it made her upset a lot and realized the mistake of creating a forum in which she is not in ultimate control from that moment onwards she started thinking of coming back to gab,once Enigma sent the message that let's back up things from there, she completely started convincing me to come back here, since I refused in the beginning, she came here and removed my admin power and also she doesn't want the colour settings which was created by me because she thought anyway I am not returning to this forum why to keep the settings which I have set here. These are all complete ego play! Yesterday I was expressing my disagreement with someNothing without expressing any anger, but she started telling me that I am arrogant, don't know what has happened to her in these days. Now I am thinking we should have continued there in our new forum. |
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Post by muttley on Mar 5, 2021 4:30:36 GMT
It's certainly within the realm of infinite potential! Just ask my wife! That's different case, there you are having the power to choose to play or not, but here in reality, you have to play this game and you would be having no choice over it. So, your personal creator-entity is the cause of gravity but doesn't have a choice about what his wife's emotions? .. hmm .. yeah, that sound about right. |
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Post by muttley on Mar 5, 2021 4:36:27 GMT
It looks like that, eh? When I changed the forum settings, She told me to play around it, she encouraged me at that time, she did not even show up a little sadness, infact I sent the personal message by asking whether she bothers the setting changes since I made it without the consent of her, she replied me that it's absolutely not a problem and asked me to explore more. Now she is telling me that I have done that without her consent so it bothered her and due to that, she has removed certain power. You know exactly what happened is I have created a forum and when she came there, rowan talked so differently and because of that it made her upset a lot and realized the mistake of creating a forum in which she is not in ultimate control from that moment onwards she started thinking of coming back to gab,once Enigma sent the message that let's back up things from there, she completely started convincing me to come back here, since I refused in the beginning, she came here and removed my admin power and also she doesn't want the colour settings which was created by me because she thought anyway I am not returning to this forum why to keep the settings which I have set here. These are all complete ego play! Yesterday I was expressing my disagreement with someNothing without expressing any anger, but she started telling me that I am arrogant, don't know what has happened to her in these days. Now I am thinking we should have continued there in our new forum. 'zok man. You'll find folks to talk about this stuff if that's what you want. Ultimately, we have to accept people, exactly as they are. It can be sad when you fall out with people you were tight with at one time. Regardless of what we realize, or how good we get at creating, we're all only human, for as long as we're drawing breath. |
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