Me

But farmer will get paid to support his ever growing family.

My time is more valuable than you’ll likely ever know. Know that.

And my body is great for the time being, but all of this {new event.. which good to remember was - only one week ago! and it hasn’t stopped so in a way I’m fucked by the ‘my work takes a toll}



I need a goddamn team people. Please, and quick. As soon as.. I love you guys.. gotta go, refreshing morning talk with my wife Joan, a lovely woman herself and my beneficiary… then go go go… go to work.. go harder.. when 5:30 mercifulness arrives.. I am bad dark place.. almost too much to handle.. took adavan this morning, helped for a minute maybe not really my brain is on fire


Love you, not complaining, just explaining. Thank you.

Would be better for me to get out of Williamsburg.. as soon as possible really….. to an actual quiet place…

I need to settle badly, and quickly



But I have dumb job, open in 2 hours, and then as it is around here now.. everyone loves me and tells me all of their glorious stories..

Today will be no exception, and not one goddamn one of them will hear any fucking thing about farmer, omg, none of that to anyone ever. Except I figured I had better clue in my physical family and assistant manager (hopefully back to work Wednesday am.. Father, I beg so.. she is someone I hope to heal, and she is so lovely.. it’s all good.)

So to tell my family I needed to give a physical demonstration that the man they knew is no more.. gone.. poof.. never existed in first place.. yada.. stick around, maybe?, whatever..



So, Bryan Cranston is good, but he’s not Me, not even close

So my lovely family had to be shown


But all good, as always, wife is great this morning.



Whatever, hey peeps, love all you guys,

It will sort of sound like you are talking to “farmer”



Fuck you anything else

Love you

Know That

I wish you'd come back to chat!...Reefs is a prick for banning you!

Am curious, what does you wife/family make of the current changes to your personality/behavior...? Or is there a noticeable change beyond your forum engagements?

I just really hope you're okay, dude.

Perhaps not, but I still can see something HAS happened....and believe it or not, I care.

Would you categorize it as more of an awakening/enlightenment kind of thing or a psychological/mental thing?

mood swings? really?

no, you dumb bitch, but you might get an idea soon enough though