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Post by gabbynonstop on Jun 12, 2017 12:43:55 GMT
Ok well, thanks for that link. I missed the boat somewhere along the line. I dont think you have. Only this floored you, "On the edge of passing, one is made much more intense where ever they're focused, some more vigilant than ever before; their repressed-feelings releasing themselves all of a sudden and with some, they get to realize themselves as a fake." Then you asked what a fake was Silver. |
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Post by gabbynonstop on Jun 12, 2017 12:52:28 GMT
I dont see you as a little dense at all, nor a big lot of dense. Have you had many near death experiences and did you gain insight into the workings of your mind? Of course you dont have to answer but some folk can, they having become stronger for the experience.  Um, you're talking about NDE's? I had no idea! XD I think it's a good thing to have, no matter how scary it might have been. Very personal, though. It would be a little crazy not to revere them, if you have them. My granny had always been afraid of death; in the hospital shortly before she passed, she had one and she told my mom that she was no longer afraid of death. (I recall my mom describing it as going through a tunnel and the tunnel had a grid). Now youre talkin. NDE is a good subject for those that have been subject of one/or more. Your granny was so lucky to have her nde before final death. Do you miss her or does she visit you? My Mom did just that, 2 months after dying, bringing father with her, he much further away, perhaps hanging back. Strangely as it seems, many years earlier he walked thro the wall just before i died(once) and startled me as I knew he was dead. So much for the dead truely dying; everything is on the move. |
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Post by Silver on Jun 12, 2017 15:26:14 GMT
Um, you're talking about NDE's? I had no idea! XD I think it's a good thing to have, no matter how scary it might have been. Very personal, though. It would be a little crazy not to revere them, if you have them. My granny had always been afraid of death; in the hospital shortly before she passed, she had one and she told my mom that she was no longer afraid of death. (I recall my mom describing it as going through a tunnel and the tunnel had a grid). Now youre talkin. NDE is a good subject for those that have been subject of one/or more. Your granny was so lucky to have her nde before final death. Do you miss her or does she visit you? My Mom did just that, 2 months after dying, bringing father with her, he much further away, perhaps hanging back. Strangely as it seems, many years earlier he walked thro the wall just before i died(once) and startled me as I knew he was dead. So much for the dead truely dying; everything is on the move. No, granny doesn't visit me, ever. |
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Post by gabbynonstop on Jun 13, 2017 0:34:09 GMT
My Mother would visit Jesus. At the later stage in her life I never thought to ask her if she visited my dead father also, he NOT being religious, as he told me 'he could not be good.' I never knew him as Bad, so took it as he too thought the religious fickle, unable to call a spade a spade; he never indulged in shoveling shit but gave his best to the community. The fact that they came together, he standing-back showed me that he hadn't yet disintergrated, was still looking-about or had found another place to be that wasn't upon this Globe we share. As he died his physical death with a massive heart attack indicated to me that we both had the same hardened-hearts, me being a mirror of himself. (my father myself) For me, his death was the gift I needed as coming to grief (which I did) was the first heart opening experience I ever had. Ty father. How's your heart Silver; still toking the tic you need to bear with me? |
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Post by Silver on Jun 13, 2017 14:19:26 GMT
My Mother would visit Jesus. At the later stage in her life I never thought to ask her if she visited my dead father also, he NOT being religious, as he told me 'he could not be good.' I never knew him as Bad, so took it as he too thought the religious fickle, unable to call a spade a spade; he never indulged in shoveling shit but gave his best to the community. The fact that they came together, he standing-back showed me that he hadn't yet disintergrated, was still looking-about or had found another place to be that wasn't upon this Globe we share. As he died his physical death with a massive heart attack indicated to me that we both had the same hardened-hearts, me being a mirror of himself. (my father myself) For me, his death was the gift I needed as coming to grief (which I did) was the first heart opening experience I ever had. Ty father.How's your heart Silver; still toking the tic you need to bear with me? Beautiful sentence, esp "...first heart opening experience I ever had." What's this mean? "toking the tic"? |
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Post by gabbynonstop on Jun 14, 2017 1:41:32 GMT
Your heart beat Silver. Do you ever miss a beat? |
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Post by Silver on Jun 14, 2017 2:53:11 GMT
Your heart beat Silver. Do you ever miss a beat? All the time. I was diagnosed a long time ago with WPW (White-Parkinson-Wilkinson (?)) which means I have an irregular heartbeat sometimes - back then they said nothing much to worry about. I think under stress, it worsens. But, some time after my open heart surgery, I asked my docs if there was any sign I still had WPW and they said no. I don't know if your question was serious or not, but will answer best anyway. Stress - emotional stress affects how my heart performs and I do feel it. The calming effect of aspects of Buddhism has made amazing improvements. I think many people play down the significance of emotional stressors on their hearts - and having ignored it, made their situation worse. I do believe I understand why people die from heart 'problems'. (Um...who are you and what was your previous name?) |
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Post by gabbynonstop on Jun 14, 2017 7:29:17 GMT
so glad you're onto maintaining your health Silver. They most likely didn't know WPW in the first instance anyway.
TRUE about emotional energy being effective in creating illness and anxiety when the person hasn't found a creative outlet for their lives. Buddhist meditations would of helped considerably.
Heaps of folk meditate for medicinal purposes. When one knows themself well, they will enter meditation in action. One of the Tibetan Teachers wrote a Book(I value)called Meditation in Action. NOT a big book, tiny in fact; try to get it from your Library
or it maybe an E-book by now.
(Um...did you have a name before your parents branded you?)
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Post by Silver on Jun 14, 2017 8:33:25 GMT
so glad you're onto maintaining your health Silver. They most likely didn't know WPW in the first instance anyway. TRUE about emotional energy being effective in creating illness and anxiety when the person hasn't found a creative outlet for their lives. Buddhist meditations would of helped considerably. Heaps of folk meditate for medicinal purposes. When one knows themself well, they will enter meditation in action. One of the Tibetan Teachers wrote a Book(I value)called Meditation in Action. NOT a big book, tiny in fact; try to get it from your Library or it maybe an E-book by now. (Um...did you have a name before your parents branded you?) Thinking about it right now, I too am glad I'm into maintaining my health. I'll keep an eye out for that little book. (Found a 'good' used copy on ebay.) Don't know if I had a name b4 my parents gave me a name. It's lots of fun to give one's self names.  What I meant by that question is that other peeps here seem to recognize you from other forum? Evidently, I haven't caught on - yet. |
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Post by gabbynonstop on Jun 15, 2017 1:27:24 GMT
Your health is your Path. The more 'we' take responsibility, the more satisfying and enriched our lives become.
"I" got to labor 13 years over one illness (I knew nothing about) so supped with the Medical Prof. It wasn't until they almost killed me via prof negligence that "I" awoke and took control having given away TRUST. Trust is Intelligence;names are labels.
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